Saturday, October 23, 2010

6 Months Old

Joshua turns six months old today.

I never realized how hard it would be to miss out on parenting him from birth, especially since I have always had more of an affinity for toddlers than babies. But now that it is no longer the idea of missing out on a child's first year, but the actuality of missing out on our son's first year, it is hard. Sometimes I look at this picture and think about the fact that I am never going to get to hold him while he is still a little baby as he is here with his foster mother. I cropped out her face not to diminish her role in his life in any way, but to respect her privacy in case she would not want her picture on my blog. And since I can't ask her if it would be okay until I meet her when we go to Korea, I decided to crop the picture for the purpose of posting it here.

Joshua has already taken his place in our hearts and we can't wait to have him home with us. This wait is definitely not going to be easy.

What really helped ease the pain of today was meeting up with Jen (I met her through our adoption agency). We met up at Panera Bread and then walked around the mall. What a blessing to meet another sister in Christ traveling the same road and to be able to support, encourage, and pray for one another. She also blessed me with the book "A Mother for Choco" to celebrate our referral. I can't wait to read it to Joshua!

Hope everyone is having a great weekend!


... said...

He's so cute!! I can't image how hard it must be to not be with him right now. It will be so exciting when that day finally gets here! - dena

Jennifer said...

Oh he's just such a sweetie. I can't imagine how hard the wait is knowing him now. Will keep praying for you all.

Lisa said...

I love "A Mother for Choco"! I read this to a kindergarten class before to explain families being different and basics on adoption.

DeniFay said...

Praying for your wait to be as short as possible!!!

Hannah said...

Oh yay, he's precious! What a blessing to have a son! But I'll be praying for you as you wait for him, because I can just imagine how extremely anxious I'd be. I know I'd want him home, NOW. (By the way, I've been horrible about blogging lately, but I'm having a boy too!) HUGS!

Alicia said...

He is so cute! Praying for this very difficult seperation time. Praying for your son :)