Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Devastation

Today at my OB appointment there was no heartbeat on the ultrasound. I am still in shock at this point. I would like to ask for no phone calls, I will post when I am ready to receive calls.

I came upon this scripture awhile back in the NLT and was very struck by it. It seems very appropriate today:

20 I will never forget this awful time,
as I grieve over my loss.
21 Yet I still dare to hope
when I remember this:

22 The faithful love of the Lord never ends!
His mercies never cease.
23 Great is his faithfulness;
his mercies begin afresh each morning.

32 comments:

I Believe in Miracles said...

Oh no!!! I'm so sorry. There really are no other words.
~~HUGS~~

Monika said...

I am so very sorry. :( Praying for your hearts, and thinking about you often. (((hugs)))

AmandaHoyt said...

Becky,
I am so sorry for your loss.
I am praying for you.
Hugs,
Amanda

kjames106 said...

Amen to your scripture.

Psalms 75:3
When the earth and all its people quake, it is I who hold its pillars firm. Selah

I pray immense healing over you!

Dreamer4agift said...

Here from LFCA...I'm so very sorry for your loss. ((hugs))

Stacey said...

Oh Becky...
I'm sorry. I'm praying for you and your husband.

Flakymn said...

No words at all . . . just praying.

Anonymous said...

O I am so sorry. I am praying for you and your husband. Lady Di

noswimmers said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I am sending love and warmth your way.

((HUGS))

CTagsGirl said...

I'm so very sorry. Praying that God will scoop you up in His loving arms and hold you close. *hugs and prayers*

Courtney said...

I'm so sorry. Just said a prayer for you...

Tanner's said...

Take the time you need, rest in the palm of HIS hands and know you are being covered in prayer...

Tanner's said...

Take the time you need, rest in the palm of HIS hands and know you are being covered in prayer...

Joia said...

Oh Becky... we are speechless and in prayer for you both...

Anonymous said...

Becky,you are being thought of and prayed for.

D

Cassandra said...

I am so very sorry.

FattyPants said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers.

Delenn said...

I am sorry for your loss.

Stacey said...

I know I've already commented once today but I wanted you to know that you're on my mind and my heart tonight. I'm asking the Lord to comfort and protect you in the coming days. I don't want to overwhelm you but I want you to know that I'm here if you need a friend.

Joe Sirico said...

Becky and John, We hurt for both of you. Our prayers are with you. Love and hugs, Joe and Mary Sirico

Anonymous said...

Becky,
I am just so sorry. I love you and am here for you.
Love,
Joanne

Rabens Family said...

Your family is in our prayers.

MonicaM said...

Becky,
Please know I am here for you if you want to talk, or need anything. I would love to bring you a meal or anything that might comfort you, maybe go to the commissary so you won't have to. Just let me know.Dan and I are praying for you and John, our hearts are so heavy for you guys.
Love Monica

Jenni Saake said...

My heart aches for you in the death of your precious child. Your friend Wendy sent me here and I want you to know that I am praying for you today. Cling to those beautiful verses and hold tight to our God of All Comfort, who Himself was a Man of Sorrows and acquainted with grief. {{{hugs}}}

Jenni Saake
- Mommy to 3 long-awaited miracles on earth and 3 forever-loved children in Heaven
- author, Hannah's Hope: Seeking God's Heart in the Midst of Infertility, Miscarriage & Adoption Loss http://www.HannahsHopeBook.com

Anonymous said...

i'm so sorry for your loss. praying for you and your dh, as well as others in your life who loved this little one.

Chuck said...

My wife and I have been there before and there's nothing else I can say but that I'm so sorry for your loss.

tubelessstl said...

my heart breaks for you and your DH. I hate that we have to try so hard and then be robbed of our glory. Many understanding hugs to you.

julie said...

((((hugs)))) I learned of your loss from Wendy as well. I am so sorry.

Photogrl said...

I'm so sorry...

((HUGS))

L&F

Tara said...

I am so, so sorry for you. I have followed you from Wendi's blog. I can't imagine what you are feeling, but know you are in my prayers.

Suzanna Catherine said...

Here from Wendi's blog. From personal experience, I know there are no words to ease your broken heart. I'm just so sorry.

You are in my prayers.

Monkey Momma said...

Becky, I'm an IF friend of Wendi's. Please grieve. Please don't apologize for grieving and please know many of us will NOT forget your child. I have angels up there dancing with yours!

One thing: He will Deliver you. When I can't say, how I can't say, but your time is coming. Hang on.

I am praying for you right now and will continue.